Tat day was the first i performed 24 season drum at stadium and I am so unlucky i stand in the front...Tat time i was very nervous about the performance very nervous that feel like i was joining the wushu competition since i was form one...During tat wushu competition i got 3 event and tat was my first time too i forget wat i should do when i was in the competition place tat time i cry loudly when i have been called down and not even have any marks and tat was the feeling when i am in stadium...I don knw why???After performing i very happy i finished performing and finally the nervous feeling gone...But suddenly i saw someone they are quite pro in season drum de people they told me i was like simply playing the drum during the season drum performing juz nw,u knw when tat time they saying out this i am very very sad jiu like the wushu competition i din even giving mark by the coach and juz ask me to go down....Tat was very hurt of cz i am not going to show the face emotion in front of them i tahan...Nevermind i stand it until the time i wanna go home bcz the event was so bored so i prefer to go home and when the time i waited my parents to come i saw my friends also said the same thing to me...I mean season drum and said my another friends in season drum is better than me...I knw she is better then me so.....I was very angry tat time and very sad...When i reached home,i straight away lock in the room and cry loudly...Besidethat i also think during the performance juz nw am i so bad until they will said like that it reli hurts me but nevermond i wont blame u and u not need to said sorry to me too not ur fault...Juz i am very sad only...

Your always there to listen
when I;m feeling down
Someone I can turn to
For a smile when I frown

You always know just what to say
to get my feeling glad
And I in turn help you,my friends
when you are feeling sad

We're had our times when we have not
exactly seen eye to eye
And times when I was so upset
We almost said goodbye

But I know this much is true,my friends
Its taken time,but now
you have finally opened up the door

to my heart.

You know my deepest secrets
Stuff i rather not tell
To anyone but those who know me

I cant help but think
That we'll meet face to face someday
And ntil that day come,I will wait
And never look back.

Haiz today is teacher's day and wushu also got invovle in the pesformance events...I don reli like the performance they r nt serious le...And for them who dont reli knw wushu thing de said the performance is nice but for me i think is nt nice...especially the fighting one can make more geng de but juz bcz someone de mistake make dao the ending for fighting not nice haiz...Maybe they all are junior some is first time performance so i cant do anything..But anyway they had try thier best cannot blame them haha..try harder next time..jia you wushu guy...

GENG??

只要偷偷的看着你，心里面的烦恼一切抛开
只要在梦里见到你，就好像在现实面对你
只要能默默的暗恋你，心里就有满足感。

只有你能让我动心，心跳就加数几十倍
只有你能让我笑口常开，赶走我的乌云和悲伤
只有你能改变我的世界，充满期待和希望

虽然不了解你，但是你给我了一个很熟悉的背影
虽然还没和你相处，但已深深的爱上你
我的心只有你一个，脑海里满满都是你

如果世界上只乘下我和你
我就能勇敢的说我爱你
我好希望能与你度过美好的日子
一起手牵手，走到世界最美最炫的地方

I thought i could forget about you,
When i decided to give up on you,
since then,my life turned upside-down,
Because you're not there

I thought i could let go everything,
If i tried to avoid you everywhere,
You chased after me and did not want to let go.
I cried night after night.

I thought after the holidays,
I can face you as friend.
But when you look into my eyes,
I'm scared that I'll fall for you again.

I thought of you when i am lonely at beach,
Feeling the wind gently carressing my face,
Hearing the sound of waves
while I walked along the seaside.

I thought if i could be more determinded,
I could run away from your sight,
But I kept on waiting you to look at me,
Even a glimpse of my shadow is enough.

I thought and i thought and i thought
of all these happenings
I know it's not your fault.
For you dont know my feelings towards you.

说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re D0
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过

Today i went for the school form 3 tuition...Today is the last day of the tuition also and today is th e exam day so see whether we understand hw much.....When i sat for my science exam paper two of my friends tat sit in front of me want to copy my answer but i din let them copy and during maths time they also want to copy my answer but i din let also they still want me to let them do the whole paper eh???U all think i got do wrong meh??I din let them copy juz for their own good oh nt bad for them ba...Juz bcz this reason they both angry me..Din hiu me afterthat what should i do???give me some opinion???haha have a nice days...I am very fan also need to think teacher's day de wushu performance tat coming soon and need to plan bbq for the wushu member so many things want to do again haiz...Plan also haven plan hao and performance things haven think at all...Oh yesterday i follow all my form 5 friends going out to parkson to celebrate someone birthday gua nt sure whose birthday la haha blur blur one at least i knew some new friends haha...Yesterday happened some funny things 3 or 4 of them went to the wrong star to watched movie like star 1,2 like tat de..Yesterday was quite fun to go out with them but a littlebit bored bcz not reli got any topic to talk haha...Nevermind haha at least i knew some new friends haha...Wanna go do project le..take k all my friends..Have a nice holidays..