为什么我还是那么期待

以为你还会再理我

为什么我那么天真

去相信你也会爱我

I've been wondering, wondering and wondering

Trying to figure some reason to prove that you cared for meI

've been making myself, making myself to believe

That I am something in your heart...

我才知道我已被你利用

你根本不是对我有意思

为什么我还是，我还是那么爱你

难道爱情就是盲目的

I've been crying out, crying out and crying aloud

Trying to make myself better if I can cry my hearts out

So that I can forget, I can forget everything about you

And so that I can live a better life...

我的心觉得好痛，好痛

为什么你还不放手

难道是我不舍得放开

所以才会造成这伤口

I'm trying my best, my best, oh, my best

I know I cant forget you at the moment but I know soon I will

And I want to know why would you treat me like this

Cause part of the reason I'm sad is because of you...

oh，矢恋的滋味...

为什么没有人了解

oh，when you had your heart broken one day

Make sure that you don't end up like me

因为心碎的感觉，it really hurts...

Haha this morning woke up like haven have enough sleep de person go toilet or go anywhere else dou close zhe eyes de..On the way out to eat breakfast i slept in the car until reach the eating place cai wake up...Then reach sch straight away put bag,din open the light but open the fan then jiu sit on my place and sleep le..Nw i realise that why my friends always sleep in the mor during they reach the sch,realise hw is the feeling that nt enough sleep..My eyes today ah din even can open eh like wan close jiu shi le...Until wushu training start then i wont feel like sleepy le haha...^^but ah in the afternoon gym training reli kid ah until nw my body all painful de le haiz..so sad le bcz cannot stand for 50second while holding the 5kg thing hehe...I will jia you again i don believe i cant haha...juz very tired lo msg the person he din reply haiz...:(

Haha today plan to giv suprise to birthday gal but look like nt so successful le haha...ah...the cake so sweet oh and got coffee de flavour ah actually i don knw hw to eat coffee flavour de thing but nvm la haha....Yesterday cant sleep le haiz i am thinking did i should tell u the thing since i already told u??After told u u giv me a feel like u don wan talk to me liao,don wan li wo liao,don wan reply me liao since u will say go p***** nt nid reply me le..I am sad when i saw this u knw i feel like wan cry le...Haiz until today juz nw at hall i jiu shi want to forget wat i think then jiu play nia in the hall no matter wat game i jiu shi play although using a straw to make model but i use the straw to hit peo..Friends say i am high today actually no today all de smile is act de high also act de....play fool there also act de haiz...I juz want hug u and cry over there..haiz...:(although today we play the game like Bom bom bom bom to which country like that i try my best to shout..Haiz why no training today then i can concentrate training not need think le..Haiz...I hope u knw wat happened to me nw???But i don wan to tell u bcz i don wan u to worry me...Our promise no matter wat happened to we guys we muz tell each other but this time i reli don wan to let u knw..:(haiz...wat prepare de haha....

The cake haha..^^

I make de card haha..^^inside part..

The cake v candle...

The card..Front part..haha...^^

Maybe i will lose on monday but nevermind is ok as long u happy i lose also nevermind...Ya i don like to lose but if i lose u happy de hua ok ah i lose then u happy ok ah...I am nt so bad la always wan angry u wan angry bcz wan u forget him so i do like that lo u think i reli angry u meh???chi bao mei shi zuo ah haiyo i don like angry peo de la u ever c me angry meh???haha..But if i am reli angry de hua u jiu cham liao very hard to make me forgive u de oh haha...I angry u juz wan u forget him...He don celebrate v u u still got me he don buy present for u i buy for u,he din giv u suprise i gv u juz ke xi i cant drive nia if i can de hua i can bring u go anywhere u wan haiz...But i juz wan u forget him...I don wan u have a sad birthday day on mon birthday sure muz be happy de...Once a year nia why wan sad le...haha don worry i wont let u have a sad birthday day de on mon haha...Believe me???Wat i can do juz make u happy birthday and forget him...REMEMBER wat u promise ho u think dao him i angry oh haha....Don worry u still have me he don wan u i wan u...

Well yesterday I have a bad dream haiz...reli scare me ah..Luckily that was juz a dream nt true de hoo.....If that is real de i gonna cry none stop de liao...God bless you...Yesterday u told me u gonna go work today then i have that dream le...I hope ntg gonna hapened to her...tonight need go training le so lazy ah but bo bian ah need pass up go competition de form and other thing if not i also don wan go haha...^^

这次我连一滴眼泪也流不下来

是不是你把我伤害得太深了

让我不能为你而哭

take a good look at me

为什么我会变成

这样开心，开朗的我，都跑哪去了

为什么它好像风那样

说来就来，说去就去

为什么你可以让我再次的动心

还会再次的喜欢上你这个白痴

难道我是那么的天真吗

难道爱情就像童话故事吗

我曾经以为有了你就是一切

到了那一天，你把我推开

好像从美梦里推到恶梦中

那个恐怖的感觉

我才知道我就是那么笨

当我在远方看到你的时候

我有一个很讨厌的感觉

很想把你从我生活中消失

Ya this 3 year i am achieve no bad de result for wushu but nowadays wan go training also lazy very sienz ah rather stay at home 3 years liao learn de thing dou same de sch de training also lazy wan go le train lai train qu dou same de...haiz...don knw la i juz knw nowadays at wushu very sienz....erm i will try to get back my feeling for wushu muz..