Wakao actually today got rehearsal de but cancel le..Change to tmr lo haiyo...luckily no rehearsal but today also very tiring eh...Start training from 6.45am unitl 3pm don worry sure got rest de our president wont so wu qing de haha...wah my shoulder de muscle so painful eh so i ask friend help me massage a while wah when massage more pain like hell ah then after massage i don k liao jiu go warm up awhile jiu start training le haha...Then not shoulder muscle hurt dao nia and hurt dao again my hand..My hand tat one cai pain ah bcz every tao lu dou got tat movement ba sao haha...Make dao my hand so painul ah...c whether need go c doctor ma haha...tmr still got training before rehearsal hehe hope is all successfully lo erm thx my pooh pooh sis also don worry me i wont hurt myself de la haha i am nt child anymore liao...Know hw to think de not happy de thing i will try my best to forget it de haha thx for caring me and thx for searching the thing u say hw to cure my pain haha thx ya actually ah before i sleep ah i got listen to yoga song de wor haha...that call relaxing ma???haha..anyway thx ya...Suddenly don knw why will sad about don knw when i can meet dao sis again,don knw when i can hit her again,don knw when i can bully her again,don knw when i can jio her again,don knw hw is her life after secondary sch got peo bully her ma or others???I don knw why i will think this while before i slept yesterday i think all this actually i am sad lo but anyway i hope is fine..no one bully her...:(

今天的我根本不是平常的我，

今天给我的感觉是今天的我一个无精打采的我...

就算我到了礼堂开始热身

我还是一样无法让我自己好好的反醒一下...

我真的需要真真的反醒一下...

昨天的事真的让我很伤心...

你不需要在我面前而消失一辈子，

不需要你只会让我更伤心，

更难过我的脑海里还存这你的信息你的背影...

今天在礼堂不管什么动作我会还是不会做的，我都去做不关我muscle是痛还是不痛我只想让我自己累，很累很累的那一种因为你累的话什么都不用想连电话也不用看就去睡觉什么都不用想那有多好.....我没有怪你也没有生气你我觉得不需要生气你...我会把昨天的事情当做在做梦吧..我很谢谢你又再一次的伤我，还有pooh pooh sis啊谢谢你昨天哪么暗了还在陪我,昨天很想抱着你哭当然是不可能的啦都几点了还害你不能睡觉哈哈对不起哦^^

为什么我还是那么期待

以为你还会再理我

为什么我那么天真

去相信你也会爱我

I've been wondering, wondering and wondering

Trying to figure some reason to prove that you cared for meI

've been making myself, making myself to believe

That I am something in your heart...

我才知道我已被你利用

你根本不是对我有意思

为什么我还是，我还是那么爱你

难道爱情就是盲目的

I've been crying out, crying out and crying aloud

Trying to make myself better if I can cry my hearts out

So that I can forget, I can forget everything about you

And so that I can live a better life...

我的心觉得好痛，好痛

为什么你还不放手

难道是我不舍得放开

所以才会造成这伤口

I'm trying my best, my best, oh, my best

I know I cant forget you at the moment but I know soon I will

And I want to know why would you treat me like this

Cause part of the reason I'm sad is because of you...

oh，矢恋的滋味...

为什么没有人了解

oh，when you had your heart broken one day

Make sure that you don't end up like me

因为心碎的感觉，it really hurts...

Haha this morning woke up like haven have enough sleep de person go toilet or go anywhere else dou close zhe eyes de..On the way out to eat breakfast i slept in the car until reach the eating place cai wake up...Then reach sch straight away put bag,din open the light but open the fan then jiu sit on my place and sleep le..Nw i realise that why my friends always sleep in the mor during they reach the sch,realise hw is the feeling that nt enough sleep..My eyes today ah din even can open eh like wan close jiu shi le...Until wushu training start then i wont feel like sleepy le haha...^^but ah in the afternoon gym training reli kid ah until nw my body all painful de le haiz..so sad le bcz cannot stand for 50second while holding the 5kg thing hehe...I will jia you again i don believe i cant haha...juz very tired lo msg the person he din reply haiz...:(

Haha today plan to giv suprise to birthday gal but look like nt so successful le haha...ah...the cake so sweet oh and got coffee de flavour ah actually i don knw hw to eat coffee flavour de thing but nvm la haha....Yesterday cant sleep le haiz i am thinking did i should tell u the thing since i already told u??After told u u giv me a feel like u don wan talk to me liao,don wan li wo liao,don wan reply me liao since u will say go p***** nt nid reply me le..I am sad when i saw this u knw i feel like wan cry le...Haiz until today juz nw at hall i jiu shi want to forget wat i think then jiu play nia in the hall no matter wat game i jiu shi play although using a straw to make model but i use the straw to hit peo..Friends say i am high today actually no today all de smile is act de high also act de....play fool there also act de haiz...I juz want hug u and cry over there..haiz...:(although today we play the game like Bom bom bom bom to which country like that i try my best to shout..Haiz why no training today then i can concentrate training not need think le..Haiz...I hope u knw wat happened to me nw???But i don wan to tell u bcz i don wan u to worry me...Our promise no matter wat happened to we guys we muz tell each other but this time i reli don wan to let u knw..:(haiz...wat prepare de haha....

The cake haha..^^

I make de card haha..^^inside part..

The cake v candle...

The card..Front part..haha...^^

Maybe i will lose on monday but nevermind is ok as long u happy i lose also nevermind...Ya i don like to lose but if i lose u happy de hua ok ah i lose then u happy ok ah...I am nt so bad la always wan angry u wan angry bcz wan u forget him so i do like that lo u think i reli angry u meh???chi bao mei shi zuo ah haiyo i don like angry peo de la u ever c me angry meh???haha..But if i am reli angry de hua u jiu cham liao very hard to make me forgive u de oh haha...I angry u juz wan u forget him...He don celebrate v u u still got me he don buy present for u i buy for u,he din giv u suprise i gv u juz ke xi i cant drive nia if i can de hua i can bring u go anywhere u wan haiz...But i juz wan u forget him...I don wan u have a sad birthday day on mon birthday sure muz be happy de...Once a year nia why wan sad le...haha don worry i wont let u have a sad birthday day de on mon haha...Believe me???Wat i can do juz make u happy birthday and forget him...REMEMBER wat u promise ho u think dao him i angry oh haha....Don worry u still have me he don wan u i wan u...

Well yesterday I have a bad dream haiz...reli scare me ah..Luckily that was juz a dream nt true de hoo.....If that is real de i gonna cry none stop de liao...God bless you...Yesterday u told me u gonna go work today then i have that dream le...I hope ntg gonna hapened to her...tonight need go training le so lazy ah but bo bian ah need pass up go competition de form and other thing if not i also don wan go haha...^^