Today din go lion dance camp haha...sleep dao very late haha...Today we all go swim u all knw hw to swim de juz i don knw hw to swim so pai seh haiyo..hmm after swim go eat a while then jiu go training le..when rest de time i go c my hp whether got peo find me ma yet i saw chin wei msg you say u send wrong msg ok lo but i believe u send wrong but the msg i think inside de peo is me correct ma i juz guest i don knw whether is real or not but i hope is nt real bcz i don wan to loss a friend...I am sad to c u like that we are friends why don u tell me wat happened...I keep the msg u send me the one u say u send wrong..I reli wan knw wat happened to u...fewdays ago c u weird weird de...i don knw wat can i do towards u maybe is better we never meet each other..haiz i am crying...hope u wil be alright soon..haiz...

Hehe today can say the 1 day i wear skirt ba formal skirt..I can say never ever wear lo bcz i don like to wear hehe..But actually wear skirt also not so hard le don knw why last time go buy skirt try so many shirt de shi hou will cry le weird de..haha...Today everbody wear formal de cloth haha...They all never evr saw me wear skirt all so qi dai i wear haha and yet kch de sis also so qi dai i send her through mms le my pic haha c so weird meh u all so qi dai i wear haha..Haha today u wore de shirt is that day we go bodyfit help lik kee choose shirt i said it is nice de shirt u reli wei le me go buy ah..Is nice when u wear that shirt but next time don waste tat money le..haha...don bcz my one word then u go buy hehe..Today all very smart oh haha don knw whether still got chance to gather like that ma can wear formal de hehe..after the dinner me,bryan,jarvis,u and other go desserts eat ice cream haha...saw ur wallet also wan no money le still wan sponsor me ice cream got a bit bu she de la haha..c all this pic haha...

Wu$huG@L

Yin n king...

Des and yin..

Jarvis and me..

Bryan and me..

Alfred and me..

Why did you make fun of me?

Why would you do that to me?

Do you think it's amuse to see me hurt?

Do you find it's funny to fool me?

I'm not a toy or a ball

That can be thrown once you're bored of it

I'm not a game that can be deleted once you get tired of it

I'm as vulnerable as a glass that broke with a slightest hint of violence

I can't tolerate your behavior

I won't understand your mind

I can't know how you feel

Unless you show me your love

I'm a human, I have feelings too

Don't you think it's a little too harsh to treat me like this?

One time you treat me warmly

And another you treat me coldly

What do you expect?

What am I for you to fool around like that?

I can't correct the cruel world out there

For nobody cares for me at all

So close yet so far away

I'm not meant for youI'll back away from your life

And I won't bother you anymore

Well today i finally juz back from kch...My life at kch was not well actually,the day i reach kch the next day i sick badly luckily my friends take k me reli thx u all take k me when i am sick and luckily god bless me i still can competition...This time i lose i am reli sad this following 3years i join competition i never lose de but this year i lose i am very sad although i still get medal,i lose to the person i won her last year...Is bcz i sick?or is bcz i train less haiz...Don knw why will lose but i promise i will get wat i lose this year wait for me next year...I wont lose anymore lose de feeling not nice...So i wont let this happened anymore...Well i meet back all my kch friends hehe very fun too bcz long time din c them le very miss them lo after this don knw when can saw dao them again haha..I hope i can c dao u all again...hehe^^others pic go c my friendster lo haha..

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　

：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　

：好，等我五分钟。 　　：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。

：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　：好啦，快一点喔。 　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。

五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。

：怎么这么慢？

他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。

什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。

：对不起。 　　 　　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。

他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。

认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：

你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。

虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。

：你最近怎么了？

：没有啊。 　　

：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　

：没有啊。 　　

：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　

：...对不起。 　　：我不要听你说对不起。 　　 　　

我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　

从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　

：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　

：他休学了。 　　

：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　

：他已经一个月没来了。 　　

：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 　　

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　 　　

：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　

：什么？ 　　 　　

：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　

：真的？他怎么了？ 　　 　　

：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　

：我马上去。 　　 　　

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　 　　

他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　

：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　 　　

他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　

：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　

他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　

：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　

：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　

这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　

他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　 　　

他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。

　　 　　

过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　

第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我...

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第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　 　　

我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第 　　

一百张照片。

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　

对不起。 　　

我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

' 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~'

Today the same thing also wake up in the mor prepare for my thing for wushu

training later

de...erm afterthat go eat breakfast lo i hate my small bro follow us go eat breakfast

lo eat thing

like snail like that haiyo make me late 20minutes luckily the coach haven reached

when i

reached there if nt i die jor lo..^^hehe...then jiu train until like 1pm like that gua

if nt mistaken

oh ya forget 1 thing during training time me and lee ling train dui lian ba she very

kelian lo been

hit by me so many times haha sorry ya...I knw is very painful bcz i also got been hit

by her...

Afterthat jiu go parkson eat our lunch with my bro,lee ling,lik kee of cz include me

Wu$hug@L

hehe...^^eat at the same place that my dear ate her lunch +breakfast and also sat

at the same

place haha...Actually we all already try to find car to go school for the afternoon

training but cant

find dao:(then we all decide to use bus go to sch lo...We walk to our training place

in front there

got bustop so we wait there for bus..A while later jiu got bus le then the bus is go to

bus station,

and yet we still need to wait for another bus to go to sch..But still cant find then

jiu walk from

the bus station to smk chung hua walao so tiring le and so xia soi also...When we

reached sch

already like 2.15pm le then jiu sat at the bustop outside the sch a while cai walk in

to the hall...

After train jiu straight away go wuguan lo bcz coach say got performance at

bulatan park but

when we reached there u knw wat he said???He said go warm up we train there

sao ah so xia soi

de so many peo there and saw leon and other of his friend at there play badminton

sao...

After at bulatan park until 7.30pm like that coach bring us go ate our dinner then

go back

wuguan lo...I whole day din go home le din bath also so dirty ah and smelly..:(

Dear ah actually not all ur fault la sometime i also got wrong din do dao what i

have

promised u de..Learn from mistake hehe..^^Dear "I LOVE U TOO"...I am sorry

this

few days reli busy with training no time to touch phone also got touch a while la

but is

after training lo then jiu need continue training le haiz rest de time dou no le

haiz...:(My tiring

day...:(

Well today woke up in the morning then jiu go bath haha...afterthat go ate breakfast then jiu staright away go training le hehe today de training so fast jiu finished le like 10am jiu finished le but today i not so man yi my tao lu like shit eh maybe is nt enough rest so today afternoon din go training bcz some reason haha!!!After training jiu go home le take a bath then jiu straight away go public library meet my dear and wen jye haha...juz sat at the library a while then jiu walk to parkson le actually i no energy liao de but anyway i dou promise u from the first liao alwayss dou broken promise de me finally this time din le haha..^^After reached parkson they said they wan to eat lunch or maybe is their breakfast i also don knw hehe so went to the food court and ate there,then jiu go to popular see something lo..Popular become so short le the way xia dao me le but i feel like very weird le so small de the popular i prefer last time de popular more big haha...Meanwhile later charlotte reach parkson lo then they decide whether wan go c movie or go shopping actually i don like shopping de watch movie also nt reli like juz like watch ghost movie at cinema is cool oh if watch ghost movie at cinema hehe but i knw they sure don sare to watch de nvm lo i go where dou ok de...Afterthat they decided to go shopping walked 1hours plus ba if i nt mistaken then they all said their leg is pain actually mine also hehe...I decided why don we go coffee bean le and sit down!!!!They said ok lo then we all go in lo and i promise le to sponsor anything my dear wan to eat de haha we order 1oreo cake,1chocolate cheese cake and 1pure chocolate haha...I think i gonna be fat lo but anyway tmr mor train a while jiu not fat le...however today was quite tired but is happy lo can pei dao u at least i din make dao u

disappointed hehe...Then said wan go imperial mall oh but the rain was not so big so we all walked there lo quite tired de hehe...Imperial also ntg to do de 4.30pm i jiu go back le then jiu go home take a bath jiu slept le so tired slept until 6.45pm like that my dear called me scared i cannot wake up bcz my training at 7pm,i told her is ok la i 7.30pm cai reached there don worry hehe anyway thx for ur care..now going to sleep le so tired tmr mor need training again jia you ya...:)