haiz i don knw wat happened to me
i nid ur care haiz..i am crying juz nw
i don knw why i juz feel like i am sad
no mood feel wan cry i don knw why..
haiz i am crying nw also i reli need ur
care..juz ur care..


....deardear.......deardear........
..dear....dear...dear....dear.......
..dear........dear...........dear........
....dear.....................dear...........
.......dear...............dear...............
.................love u....................

从我们在一起的时候
我很开心因为间会有
一个人陪我度过我的
每一刻..
不关我是开心还是伤心的
时候你都会在我身边陪伴着我，
我很想在我们在一起的时候留
下个美好的回忆...
今天起我们将会很少见面我很想
在学校看到你但我觉得这一个辛期
以来你都不会去学校把..

我自相告诉你 我想念你

今年的生日经然没人记得，
连我觉得那个会记得我生
日的那一个都忘记算了
我不再期望谁还会记得..

sorry no matter hw many time i say sorry also no
use..but i reli wan say sorry..for you reli sory..haiz

Yeap from now on i realise that
i don knw hw to care a person and yet
u look gastric i also cant do anything
i think i am useless..reli think i am useless
i also knw u busy with lion dance performance
no time to accompancy me but i reli miss the moment
when u always stay beside me wherever i go..cny u sure very busy
lion dance troupe..haiz..sorry ur ben dan dear reli stupid as u say..

WOOOOO...hOLIDAY LE..haha
but for me no holiday also
tmr need go back sch for wushu concert
training wah reli cham oh today train under sun become BLACK le
lo haven cny new i jiu black lo so tired le today training haiz..
need wait until concert then i can free le haiz...AFter cny jiu exam le
don knw hw to die le haha...but anyway cny have to play 1 haha..
wish everyone happy new year...

16Jan(Friday)
Well today is the second last day of orientation
hmm i am very sad bcz first of all actually
i am nt an ajk at the 1 but i don knw at the
last i become an ajk i very happy although juz
an ajk biasa..However i am very happy i can joined
dao this orientation programme..I learn a lot in this programme..
I don knw why i am sad although i think i am nt going to cry before
the 2 last day but at the last i also cry out..HAIZ reli sad but no matter hw this
programme also have to end one..hmm during i cried i juz recognise that
new student also very sayang me de although i like to scold them
haiz sorry for scolding u guys..I very gek dao anna wrote de sweet memories lo
bcz she wrote li yin don cry liao if u cry tmr i bring 3 packets tissue for u haha..
swt

17Jan(Saturday)
Haiz finally reached the last day of orientation..Actually no feel that i wanted to cry bcz busy doing the souvenir for new student forget the feeling of sad but during the recess time juz 15 minutes recess time all the top 5 say we cannot too high le muz make our new student cry actually during that time i feel like wanted to cry le but i stand for it i say o cant cry,i cnt cry in front of them anymore muz let them c dao me happy but haiz...I am reli sad when they say today is the last day of orientation no more ajk accompany u guys go toilet,no ajk go out use umbrella to bring u guys in anymore i am reli sad...bcz i reli have miss my time with my new student reli sorry..I am too busy v my orientation performance and outside performance..And we never play station games together but 2 days before we had play it and yet we get num 1 for the amazing race that was the 1 time we all cooperate together this day i promise i wont forget one...Remember all my new student study hard i will always stay beside u guys to support u i wont forget u guys..