Haha today pmr result out i reli very nervous and also yesterday very pressure also abt wushu performance thing cry le and only someone knw ba haha she pei me yesterday reli thx her...anyway i knw wat should i do le i nt kid anymore haha...hehe today go sch for orientation and waiting for pmr result haha...reli very nervous oh ben lai wont de but c my old classmate ru peng run in so happily like knw his result liao i starting nervous le donk nw hw my result..I expect for 3a only but my target is 5a i scare i wont get dao yi zi c outside the hall don knw hw le...and last all ajk muda go out hall go help them arrange the result and yet my friend there i msg her hw many a's i get she told me 5a 2b i say real ma don lie me oh then i cry eh reli xia dao me then jiu go tell my friends how many a's i get haha...anyway i reli thx all my form 3d classmate who teach me wat i don knw if don have u all i also wont get so good de result and also ah tan haha...thx ya..hehe..congratulation who get straight a's hehe althought i din get haha nvm i put all my effort le i very man yi my result haha...i din expect dao that subject can get a but its result out is a haha..anyway thx god..haha..

I reli don knw hw liao...i juz knw i very shi bai juz a performance le and juz without any senior de help i cant do anything at all..i reli don knw hw liao....very tired very pressure..U knw juz nw u like that u knw my heart how pain ma i wan cry but if cry got use meh?我真的要倒了....i cry nw don knw cry how many times le..guys u understand me this leader hw hard to be ma still don wan make the performance perfect..i very xin ku ah...

So it was their 7th month anniversary and the girl calls her boyfriend:

-Girl:
I love you.


- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
..........


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th month anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 minutes...


-Girl:
hey...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?


- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.


- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.


*******************************************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings the doorbell....


- Girl:
Hey!(gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wadssup.....you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating, they headed back to the car but before she got into the car.......


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blindfold you?


- Girl:
Why??!?


- Boy:
Its a surprise.


- Girl:
What kinda surprise??


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me tat you will hold my hand while we're driving...


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blindfold me.....


So they drove off.........and then they stopped....


- Boy:
Ok we're here!!


-Girl:
Where??


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place??


- Boy:
Somewhere!(and gives a kiss to her on the lips..)


- Girl:
Baby!...


The boy walks her to the place....


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blindfold off.


- Girl:
Where are we??


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at tat same spot....that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend......


- Girl:
Omg...!(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says 'Will you marry me?' in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.

Haha yesterday go king cheng house overnight countdown for christmas haha...Reach his house alreay 9something lo at night then jiu wait jarvis them all come ben lai bryan say he din come le but at last also got come haha..but desmond din come lo nt fun hehe...while waiting them coming me and lee ling jiu play ps2 first haha play fighting de play until sot ah i forget whether 2 time or 3 time she lose me she bu shuang me oh her face change no mood le haha...Then after they come i no chance to play liao they play nba,football,fighting de..After play football game for 1hour plus they say they wan sing k haha they go king cheng de sing k de room then they leave me alone outside hehe actually already very sleepy liao de me u knw wat time le ma already 2am plus le,they still don wan sleep siao liao ah then i watch the horror movie outside lo very cool oh that movie but watch until half half the disc does not work properly so shao xin ah..Then i also follow them sing k lo..I slept at 4am this morning le haha break my record ah nvr sleep so late haha..and then today whole day din go home 9 something cai go home haha...

WU$hug@L NO H0P3 LIAO








I N33D SOM3ON3 TO CH33R M3 UP



This was the 1 time i join sarawak team..this was my sweet memories don knw whether still got chance ma haiz..

Haha is the time for me to start busy le hehe...rest enough le lo this one week hehe...gonna busy for concert training and orientation performamce hehe...today stay at sch until 5pm le hmm sure tired but anyway rest de time already pass so have to start my busy life hehe...Oh ya pmr result also coming soon don knw my result will hw ho u knw before that my mom dream dao i juz only get 4a2b1c walao reli make me xia dao eh if reli got c also bm lo haiz hope the result nt she think dao like this de hehe...Christmas gonna coming soon hehe don knw hw to celebrate le still planning haha...anyway take k everyone hehe...

Today woke up at 11am le so pro le u all sure said i am pig right no le cnt say like that bcz yesterdat i slept at 2am like that so today wake up at 11am very zheng chang ho haha...Today plan go swimming again haha..then go watch IP MAN movie is cool le that movie haha very sat go take a look...erm today my mom don wan bring me go out said she wan do tang quan so i go find who can bring me de actually find jarvis de but he live very far le then i go find chin wei lo so chun he at sch c lion dance competition le so i ask him whether can bring me ma??then he say can reli suprise when he say can reli thx him...Then when i reached swimming i wan talk to u but since like u also nt reli wan talk to me i also don wan talk le...I feel like lazy talk to u don knw why u wan jealous also..He nt pick me one only ma i also ask him pick my friends ba..Juz nw swimming i feel like lazy wan to talk to u then i go swim aside then i can don c dao u can swim alone..Then u ask me don swim alone there then i come back with u all again haha...Then afer swim go "orange shop" eat,we call that shop orange shop haha..wait there 1 hour plus or half and hour le the food haven come bcz the movie we watch at 7.15pm le our food come at 7pm le,we rush during we ate haha..afterthat reached parkson find parking place also 15minutes le then simply find a place park then go up buy ticket le then straight away go in watch le haha the IP MAN very sat la haha...When he fight wao is cool haha...cool i like IP MAN haha..I juz hope u wont easily get jealous anymore...

Today din go lion dance camp haha...sleep dao very late haha...Today we all go swim u all knw hw to swim de juz i don knw hw to swim so pai seh haiyo..hmm after swim go eat a while then jiu go training le..when rest de time i go c my hp whether got peo find me ma yet i saw chin wei msg you say u send wrong msg ok lo but i believe u send wrong but the msg i think inside de peo is me correct ma i juz guest i don knw whether is real or not but i hope is nt real bcz i don wan to loss a friend...I am sad to c u like that we are friends why don u tell me wat happened...I keep the msg u send me the one u say u send wrong..I reli wan knw wat happened to u...fewdays ago c u weird weird de...i don knw wat can i do towards u maybe is better we never meet each other..haiz i am crying...hope u wil be alright soon..haiz...

Hehe today can say the 1 day i wear skirt ba formal skirt..I can say never ever wear lo bcz i don like to wear hehe..But actually wear skirt also not so hard le don knw why last time go buy skirt try so many shirt de shi hou will cry le weird de..haha...Today everbody wear formal de cloth haha...They all never evr saw me wear skirt all so qi dai i wear haha and yet kch de sis also so qi dai i send her through mms le my pic haha c so weird meh u all so qi dai i wear haha..Haha today u wore de shirt is that day we go bodyfit help lik kee choose shirt i said it is nice de shirt u reli wei le me go buy ah..Is nice when u wear that shirt but next time don waste tat money le..haha...don bcz my one word then u go buy hehe..Today all very smart oh haha don knw whether still got chance to gather like that ma can wear formal de hehe..after the dinner me,bryan,jarvis,u and other go desserts eat ice cream haha...saw ur wallet also wan no money le still wan sponsor me ice cream got a bit bu she de la haha..c all this pic haha...

Wu$huG@L

Yin n king...

Des and yin..

Jarvis and me..

Bryan and me..

Alfred and me..

Why did you make fun of me?

Why would you do that to me?

Do you think it's amuse to see me hurt?

Do you find it's funny to fool me?

I'm not a toy or a ball

That can be thrown once you're bored of it

I'm not a game that can be deleted once you get tired of it

I'm as vulnerable as a glass that broke with a slightest hint of violence

I can't tolerate your behavior

I won't understand your mind

I can't know how you feel

Unless you show me your love

I'm a human, I have feelings too

Don't you think it's a little too harsh to treat me like this?

One time you treat me warmly

And another you treat me coldly

What do you expect?

What am I for you to fool around like that?

I can't correct the cruel world out there

For nobody cares for me at all

So close yet so far away

I'm not meant for youI'll back away from your life

And I won't bother you anymore

Well today i finally juz back from kch...My life at kch was not well actually,the day i reach kch the next day i sick badly luckily my friends take k me reli thx u all take k me when i am sick and luckily god bless me i still can competition...This time i lose i am reli sad this following 3years i join competition i never lose de but this year i lose i am very sad although i still get medal,i lose to the person i won her last year...Is bcz i sick?or is bcz i train less haiz...Don knw why will lose but i promise i will get wat i lose this year wait for me next year...I wont lose anymore lose de feeling not nice...So i wont let this happened anymore...Well i meet back all my kch friends hehe very fun too bcz long time din c them le very miss them lo after this don knw when can saw dao them again haha..I hope i can c dao u all again...hehe^^others pic go c my friendster lo haha..

今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　

：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　

：好，等我五分钟。 　　：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。

：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　：好啦，快一点喔。 　

下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。

五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。

：怎么这么慢？

他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。

什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。

：对不起。 　　 　　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。

他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。

认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：

你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。

虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。

：你最近怎么了？

：没有啊。 　　

：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　

：没有啊。 　　

：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　

：...对不起。 　　：我不要听你说对不起。 　　 　　

我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　

从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　

：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　

：他休学了。 　　

：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　

：他已经一个月没来了。 　　

：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 　　

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　 　　

：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　

：什么？ 　　 　　

：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　

：真的？他怎么了？ 　　 　　

：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　

：我马上去。 　　 　　

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　 　　

他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　

：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　 　　

他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　

：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　

他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　

：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　

：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。

我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　

这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　

他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　 　　

他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。

　　 　　

过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　

第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我...

................................ 　　

............................ 　　

................... 　　

................ 　　

........... 　　

......... 　　

..... 　　

第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　 　　

我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第 　　

一百张照片。

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　

对不起。 　　

我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！

愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!

' 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~'

Today the same thing also wake up in the mor prepare for my thing for wushu

training later

de...erm afterthat go eat breakfast lo i hate my small bro follow us go eat breakfast

lo eat thing

like snail like that haiyo make me late 20minutes luckily the coach haven reached

when i

reached there if nt i die jor lo..^^hehe...then jiu train until like 1pm like that gua

if nt mistaken

oh ya forget 1 thing during training time me and lee ling train dui lian ba she very

kelian lo been

hit by me so many times haha sorry ya...I knw is very painful bcz i also got been hit

by her...

Afterthat jiu go parkson eat our lunch with my bro,lee ling,lik kee of cz include me

Wu$hug@L

hehe...^^eat at the same place that my dear ate her lunch +breakfast and also sat

at the same

place haha...Actually we all already try to find car to go school for the afternoon

training but cant

find dao:(then we all decide to use bus go to sch lo...We walk to our training place

in front there

got bustop so we wait there for bus..A while later jiu got bus le then the bus is go to

bus station,

and yet we still need to wait for another bus to go to sch..But still cant find then

jiu walk from

the bus station to smk chung hua walao so tiring le and so xia soi also...When we

reached sch

already like 2.15pm le then jiu sat at the bustop outside the sch a while cai walk in

to the hall...

After train jiu straight away go wuguan lo bcz coach say got performance at

bulatan park but

when we reached there u knw wat he said???He said go warm up we train there

sao ah so xia soi

de so many peo there and saw leon and other of his friend at there play badminton

sao...

After at bulatan park until 7.30pm like that coach bring us go ate our dinner then

go back

wuguan lo...I whole day din go home le din bath also so dirty ah and smelly..:(

Dear ah actually not all ur fault la sometime i also got wrong din do dao what i

have

promised u de..Learn from mistake hehe..^^Dear "I LOVE U TOO"...I am sorry

this

few days reli busy with training no time to touch phone also got touch a while la

but is

after training lo then jiu need continue training le haiz rest de time dou no le

haiz...:(My tiring

day...:(

Well today woke up in the morning then jiu go bath haha...afterthat go ate breakfast then jiu staright away go training le hehe today de training so fast jiu finished le like 10am jiu finished le but today i not so man yi my tao lu like shit eh maybe is nt enough rest so today afternoon din go training bcz some reason haha!!!After training jiu go home le take a bath then jiu straight away go public library meet my dear and wen jye haha...juz sat at the library a while then jiu walk to parkson le actually i no energy liao de but anyway i dou promise u from the first liao alwayss dou broken promise de me finally this time din le haha..^^After reached parkson they said they wan to eat lunch or maybe is their breakfast i also don knw hehe so went to the food court and ate there,then jiu go to popular see something lo..Popular become so short le the way xia dao me le but i feel like very weird le so small de the popular i prefer last time de popular more big haha...Meanwhile later charlotte reach parkson lo then they decide whether wan go c movie or go shopping actually i don like shopping de watch movie also nt reli like juz like watch ghost movie at cinema is cool oh if watch ghost movie at cinema hehe but i knw they sure don sare to watch de nvm lo i go where dou ok de...Afterthat they decided to go shopping walked 1hours plus ba if i nt mistaken then they all said their leg is pain actually mine also hehe...I decided why don we go coffee bean le and sit down!!!!They said ok lo then we all go in lo and i promise le to sponsor anything my dear wan to eat de haha we order 1oreo cake,1chocolate cheese cake and 1pure chocolate haha...I think i gonna be fat lo but anyway tmr mor train a while jiu not fat le...however today was quite tired but is happy lo can pei dao u at least i din make dao u

disappointed hehe...Then said wan go imperial mall oh but the rain was not so big so we all walked there lo quite tired de hehe...Imperial also ntg to do de 4.30pm i jiu go back le then jiu go home take a bath jiu slept le so tired slept until 6.45pm like that my dear called me scared i cannot wake up bcz my training at 7pm,i told her is ok la i 7.30pm cai reached there don worry hehe anyway thx for ur care..now going to sleep le so tired tmr mor need training again jia you ya...:)

Haiz today same thing morning training afternoon also but night quite free juz go nia din train nia..Tired oh haiz today don knw why weird weird de all thing i do dou cannot stand de haiz don knw why....erm sorry i am very sorry i promise de thing cnt do dao make u sad...sorry all my fault no matter wat u angry me,don hiu me also correct de bcz al my wrong haiz sorry...This few days reli busy no time go out haiz...wan pei u also cant reli sorry...:(

YiN

Haha as usual wake up in the mor but today can woke up late a bit nt like yesterday need woke up at 5.30am le haha today woke up at 9am but actually nt at woke up at 9am de bcz got "someone"disturb dao me haha..sorry lo din reply u this mor very sleepy so din reply and yet i put silent also hehe....wow today mor training at 11am then like 1pm like that cai finished training but that was juz morning session oh afterthat jiu seen like not need go back home le straight away go opposite sch ate lunch then jiu go back sch for my second session training at 2.30pm hehe so smelly le din bath...After 2session training,5something like that jiu finished le finally i can went back home le then have my shower so shuang eh but afterthat need go for my 3session training at wuguan later but i will go late a bit hehe actually lazy wan go but also need go bo bian left nt much days liao jiu need go kch le stand more 4 days then jiu can relax le haha...Reli busy like hell haha and sorry cnt pei my dear go out on next tue reli sorry but i promise will pei u afterthat i come back from kch jiu can freedom liao hehe...But anyway wish me luck ya...:)jia you jia you...^^

SPM finally finished le all form 5 student sure vry happy de can do wat they wan le hehe....I also juz finished my competition yesterday result was quite bad for me i expect should be very high mark de but quite disappointed lo haiz...2gold one silver haiz last event reli so upset eh lose ah but bryan say actually we all win him de juz coach bu xi guan the rule and also bcz he whole day don eat gua so the mark like that i hope i will do my best in kch next week...Start to nervous le oh haiz don knw why haiz...hope everything will ne alright when i at kch wish me luck ya...SOrry my dear gonna be very busy with training this 2 weeks..left nt much time le sorry..the pic i will post in friendster lately bcz all pic at chin wei there le haiz...anyway wish me luck ya...

忘了，忘了，我忘了

是哪一天，哪一时

哪一分，哪一秒

我爱上了你

我只记得你那双温柔的眼睛

好像对着我笑一样

我业记得你那把关心的声音

是那么的体贴，那么的温馨

那一天我做了一个残酷的决定

因为我不想再被伤害

所以我放弃了你

希望下次再见到你的时候

我不想再用眼泪来洗脸

而是可以对着你笑

Is quite a long time i din updated my blog le haha sorry don knw wan to write wat this few days and i also busy v my training no time to write blog also....Training until so tired le rest de time also don have...Now towards sarawak competition left 2 more weeks le don knw my standard until hw le got chance to win ma????This wed got wushu assessmend selection compeitition at Chung hua sch hall le don knw my result will hw will worst ma?If that compeititon worst that mean i also gonna be worst at kch too..Hope this wed de competition i can chao yue the mark i wan hehe...Anyway everyone have to jia you...haha...Yesterday listened wat u sang reli not bad la i reli don have laugh ba haiyo make dao me so kelian been bully by u...say if i laugh have to buy 20yoghurt for you ,i will bankrap lo if i buy haha...So good lo u left 2days can freedom le happy ma???but me still need wait so long cai can le haiz...jia you jia you...^^

my sis and i haha....not senjaga delete dao so put new post here...

I AM SUFFERING HAIZ...SUPER TIRING CAN I HAVE A GOOD REST FOR A MONTH HAIZ SURE CANT DE....:(WHO CAN HELP ME ANYONE CAN?MY SIS CAN HELP ME NO LA SHE ALSO SUFFERING FOR HER EXAM HAIZ I WAN TO HAVE A GOOD REST LE HAIZ...SO SUFFERING LE SO TIRING ALSO...:(

我已经被伤透了

我的心已痛得没知觉了

我的眼泪已流干了

但是我对你还是一样的

那种感觉不但不消失

而且是越来越深

我很想明白为什么

我从来没有恨过你

我依然还记得你所说过的话

那一把关心过我的声音

我永远都会记得你那双温柔的眼睛

也忘不了你那一张纯真的脸

我知道我将要放弃你

但是我还是在盼望

你有一天会给我一丝的希望

让我再给彼此多点时间去相处

Time is short

我希望我能够把你忘了

从新的再去生活

This will be the last time I'll shed tears for you

对不起，我的宝贝

愿你可以过个幸福的生活

再见了，我的宝贝

希望你还会记得我

Finally ajk thing i don k le reli can face it le very happy bcz it wont interuping my concentration anymore then i can concentrate hehe...^^but today make someone angry msn din hiu me msg also don reply me reli angry me or u juz play play i knw bcz tmr u exam reli sorry i juz don wan waste ur money nt don wan u to call...:(sorry ya...good luck for tmr anyway i will still at ur side...when u not angry me can find me...

Erm sorry i cant do anything to help u to let u nt nervous sorry..wat i can do juz cheer u up is going to sit for exam le dear erm anyway don too nervous it will make u more worst remember i always be at ur side no matter wat happened don cry le..I don wan c my dear cry le wheregot pooh pooh cry de hehe..Muz jia you u juz suffer for this 16days only after that is gonna free but i am sad bcz don knw when can dao u again but i will zhen xi the time when u r with me haha...^^Don knw next year i cry de time who will gonna accompany me:(..anyway good luck i knw u can do it de...Yasuki go go go...!!be strong as pooh...

I have ntg to say but i reli sad reli sad...Sad reli reli sad..DOn knw this time need cry how long again...can someone tell me why tell me wat to should that i can don think about tat thing again i reli cant forget it since this mor i c the result le inside don have my name i jiu straight away cry le don knw hw sad am i...All my friend appy de dou been selected only me din everybody very happy there but me...haiz...SAD..:'(Wu$huG@L is died...

我承不下去了我多希望练习练到一半时我到下去哪多好练也不用练了，也不用比赛了...我很累真的很累...我真的不想比赛啊今天都练了四个钟了我就快死了救命啊快点让我到下去...我不想练了我有点后悔但除为什么要练武术好好的读书不就好咯...这两年来放大假都要去学校连玩的时间都没有啊今年也一样都要练习放大假还要回学校...

“A friend walk in when the rest of the world walks out."
"别人都走开的时候，朋友仍与你在一起。”

Sometimes in life,
有时候在生活中，

You find a special friend;
你会找到一个特别的朋友;

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
他只是你生活中的一部分内容，却能改变你整个的生活。

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
他会把你逗得开怀大笑；

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
他会让你相信人间有真情。

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
他会让你确信，真的有一扇不加锁的门，在等待着你去开启。

This is Forever Friendship.

这就是永远的友谊。

when you're down,

当你失意，

and the world seems dark and empty,

当世界变得黯淡与空虚，

Your forever friend lifts you up in spirits and makes that dark and empty world

suddenly seem bright and full.

你真正的朋友会让你振作起来，原本黯淡、空虚的世界顿时变得明亮和充实。

Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times.

你真正的朋友会与你一同度过困难、伤心和烦恼的时刻。

If you turn and walk away,

你转身走开时，

Your forever friend follows,

真正的朋友会紧紧相随，

If you lose your way,

你迷失方向时，

Your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.

真正的朋友会引导你，鼓励你。

Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.

真正的朋友会握着你的手，告诉你一切都会好起来的。

And if you find such a friend,

如果你找到了这样的朋友，

You feel happy and complete,

你会快乐，觉得人生完整，

Because you not need to worry,

因为你无需再忧虑。

You have a forever friend for life,

你拥有了一个真正的朋友，

And forever has no end.

永永远远，永无止境

今天有开始了我这么久没有得魔鬼练习....我的第一次魔鬼练习是一年前在古晋哪虽然是我最辛苦的一短时间因为我刚过去的时后都不认识他们觉得很莫生有一人自己在哪边生活了一个月哪种压力真的恐怖哈哈还被骂的很参哦但我觉得是值得的....我这一个月的努力总算没有白费咯我还达到我没有想到的成绩因为那是我第一次没有跟美里的人去比赛就算我输了我也没有后悔因为我有尽力了...我觉得我从古晋回来过后都一之退步也很懒拖练了，体力也退步了...最近有要比赛了有开始忙着练习了真的好想让自己好好的休息一下就算没有东西做也好过练习，练习后都很累....有没有时间陪莫莫人哦真的气死我了哈哈...今天我的学妹练到哭哈哈我很想哭可是哭有用啊？一样也要练得我也知道很辛苦辛苦是有成就的不管多辛苦都好一个子健持下去...我们的辛苦是不会白费的要比赛了不要让自己拿到你不想拿到的牌要求放高一点虽然会失败只少你有拿到经验,这两个月都会很忙啊忙完比赛有要忙着concert东西快累死了....对不起老婆老公最近会很忙记得老公跟你讲过什么？？？要好好休息不要累坏自己不要喝太多咖啡不要啊还有啊要考试了加油哦老公会支持老婆的...:)^0^

老婆要加油哦哈哈...^^

Wah today is the Eco challenge for 2008 wah we wait so long le for it haha...TOday very early reach sch then see dao some of my team de friends and all very excited for the competition everyone prepare many things before it start like chocolate,biscuit,first aid things ,sweets our group many thing to eat de haha...This is the longest way i walk from sch i never walk so far le haiyo...

the map....

Before we start...

This was my memories with u guys hope our relationship will continue like this lo haha...And to all form 5 de friends don knw when can c u guys again and u all have end ur secondary sch life le have to met outside de life le remember no matter do wat thing need to have a rest...Miss u guys...^^hope to c u guys soon...

Haha today is the day i wait so long le bcz after this i jiu nt need train for performance thing le and not nid hurt dao anywhere again haha...but need train for competition again haiz also same no rest de sienz ah...This mor de performance was nt good oh from the begining i already have mistake le haiz so no mood afterthat is my president drop down walao eh so soi de oh haiz..After the mor performance we all no face to go out ah and i borrow my friend my sarawak jacket wakao she wear it to every where she go wakao my jacket is wear for special thing de not for u to wear outside de ho haiz...then we jiu go eat lo bryan also got drive he bring us to suncity there eat bak ku teh lo haha...After ate jiu go back sch le but everyone feel like no face to go in still sit inside bryan car o...Then brayn suddenly say wan go tanjong oh then we jiu go there lo,after reach there we all go down and walk walk lo bcz so long din go tanjong le...Haha we talk to the sea there and take some stupid pic haha very hot oh haha but nvm la our sweet memories i ever have v wushu friends haha....

Stupid pose haha...^^

Wu$huG@L

Sw33t M3mori3s

Chin wei n me..^^

Lee ling n me..

I edit de..^^

Haha i also got take v some of my senior oh haha...

Corrie n me..

Connie n me....^^

haiyo afterthat need go wait that stupid vip for 1 hour hai dao my face sunburn liao eh and get sick le wushugal finally bing dao le haha...Hope to recover fast monday i still got competiton de with my class team....

Haiz today early morning jiu reach sch le then wait the time past lo...before 6.45am i jiu go to the hall lo wah got people early then me eh i thought i am the earlier de haha...then jiu warm up lo afterthat jiu hua de tao lu on the stage lo wan try whether c enough space ma haha...Then afterthat jiu wait our turn to rehearsal upstair so long ah we all wait whole morning le recess also don have eh...I din eat at all and after the rehearsal our president not puas hati then ask us train again the time is 12pm le oh everyone stop training le only wushu still training there so kelian and today hrt dao my feet again walk dou hard ah tmr jiu real performance liao i think i need zhi tong yao before performance liao lo haiyo...and i also got leo meeting at 12pm but i cant go bcz need continue training so after half hour later my leo president come find wushu president say we got meeting need go le bcz all board of director is waiting for us and then our president say nvm la juz talk here nia walao my leo president so angry eh..sorry oh i also don wan like tat de haiz...erm after the meeting me and leo junior vice go do the leo garden sign board lo until 3.30pm cai go home so tired le haiyo...

Wakao actually today got rehearsal de but cancel le..Change to tmr lo haiyo...luckily no rehearsal but today also very tiring eh...Start training from 6.45am unitl 3pm don worry sure got rest de our president wont so wu qing de haha...wah my shoulder de muscle so painful eh so i ask friend help me massage a while wah when massage more pain like hell ah then after massage i don k liao jiu go warm up awhile jiu start training le haha...Then not shoulder muscle hurt dao nia and hurt dao again my hand..My hand tat one cai pain ah bcz every tao lu dou got tat movement ba sao haha...Make dao my hand so painul ah...c whether need go c doctor ma haha...tmr still got training before rehearsal hehe hope is all successfully lo erm thx my pooh pooh sis also don worry me i wont hurt myself de la haha i am nt child anymore liao...Know hw to think de not happy de thing i will try my best to forget it de haha thx for caring me and thx for searching the thing u say hw to cure my pain haha thx ya actually ah before i sleep ah i got listen to yoga song de wor haha...that call relaxing ma???haha..anyway thx ya...Suddenly don knw why will sad about don knw when i can meet dao sis again,don knw when i can hit her again,don knw when i can bully her again,don knw when i can jio her again,don knw hw is her life after secondary sch got peo bully her ma or others???I don knw why i will think this while before i slept yesterday i think all this actually i am sad lo but anyway i hope is fine..no one bully her...:(

今天的我根本不是平常的我，

今天给我的感觉是今天的我一个无精打采的我...

就算我到了礼堂开始热身

我还是一样无法让我自己好好的反醒一下...

我真的需要真真的反醒一下...

昨天的事真的让我很伤心...

你不需要在我面前而消失一辈子，

不需要你只会让我更伤心，

更难过我的脑海里还存这你的信息你的背影...

今天在礼堂不管什么动作我会还是不会做的，我都去做不关我muscle是痛还是不痛我只想让我自己累，很累很累的那一种因为你累的话什么都不用想连电话也不用看就去睡觉什么都不用想那有多好.....我没有怪你也没有生气你我觉得不需要生气你...我会把昨天的事情当做在做梦吧..我很谢谢你又再一次的伤我，还有pooh pooh sis啊谢谢你昨天哪么暗了还在陪我,昨天很想抱着你哭当然是不可能的啦都几点了还害你不能睡觉哈哈对不起哦^^

为什么我还是那么期待

以为你还会再理我

为什么我那么天真

去相信你也会爱我

I've been wondering, wondering and wondering

Trying to figure some reason to prove that you cared for meI

've been making myself, making myself to believe

That I am something in your heart...

我才知道我已被你利用

你根本不是对我有意思

为什么我还是，我还是那么爱你

难道爱情就是盲目的

I've been crying out, crying out and crying aloud

Trying to make myself better if I can cry my hearts out

So that I can forget, I can forget everything about you

And so that I can live a better life...

我的心觉得好痛，好痛

为什么你还不放手

难道是我不舍得放开

所以才会造成这伤口

I'm trying my best, my best, oh, my best

I know I cant forget you at the moment but I know soon I will

And I want to know why would you treat me like this

Cause part of the reason I'm sad is because of you...

oh，矢恋的滋味...

为什么没有人了解

oh，when you had your heart broken one day

Make sure that you don't end up like me

因为心碎的感觉，it really hurts...

Haha this morning woke up like haven have enough sleep de person go toilet or go anywhere else dou close zhe eyes de..On the way out to eat breakfast i slept in the car until reach the eating place cai wake up...Then reach sch straight away put bag,din open the light but open the fan then jiu sit on my place and sleep le..Nw i realise that why my friends always sleep in the mor during they reach the sch,realise hw is the feeling that nt enough sleep..My eyes today ah din even can open eh like wan close jiu shi le...Until wushu training start then i wont feel like sleepy le haha...^^but ah in the afternoon gym training reli kid ah until nw my body all painful de le haiz..so sad le bcz cannot stand for 50second while holding the 5kg thing hehe...I will jia you again i don believe i cant haha...juz very tired lo msg the person he din reply haiz...:(

Haha today plan to giv suprise to birthday gal but look like nt so successful le haha...ah...the cake so sweet oh and got coffee de flavour ah actually i don knw hw to eat coffee flavour de thing but nvm la haha....Yesterday cant sleep le haiz i am thinking did i should tell u the thing since i already told u??After told u u giv me a feel like u don wan talk to me liao,don wan li wo liao,don wan reply me liao since u will say go p***** nt nid reply me le..I am sad when i saw this u knw i feel like wan cry le...Haiz until today juz nw at hall i jiu shi want to forget wat i think then jiu play nia in the hall no matter wat game i jiu shi play although using a straw to make model but i use the straw to hit peo..Friends say i am high today actually no today all de smile is act de high also act de....play fool there also act de haiz...I juz want hug u and cry over there..haiz...:(although today we play the game like Bom bom bom bom to which country like that i try my best to shout..Haiz why no training today then i can concentrate training not need think le..Haiz...I hope u knw wat happened to me nw???But i don wan to tell u bcz i don wan u to worry me...Our promise no matter wat happened to we guys we muz tell each other but this time i reli don wan to let u knw..:(haiz...wat prepare de haha....

The cake haha..^^

I make de card haha..^^inside part..

The cake v candle...

The card..Front part..haha...^^

Maybe i will lose on monday but nevermind is ok as long u happy i lose also nevermind...Ya i don like to lose but if i lose u happy de hua ok ah i lose then u happy ok ah...I am nt so bad la always wan angry u wan angry bcz wan u forget him so i do like that lo u think i reli angry u meh???chi bao mei shi zuo ah haiyo i don like angry peo de la u ever c me angry meh???haha..But if i am reli angry de hua u jiu cham liao very hard to make me forgive u de oh haha...I angry u juz wan u forget him...He don celebrate v u u still got me he don buy present for u i buy for u,he din giv u suprise i gv u juz ke xi i cant drive nia if i can de hua i can bring u go anywhere u wan haiz...But i juz wan u forget him...I don wan u have a sad birthday day on mon birthday sure muz be happy de...Once a year nia why wan sad le...haha don worry i wont let u have a sad birthday day de on mon haha...Believe me???Wat i can do juz make u happy birthday and forget him...REMEMBER wat u promise ho u think dao him i angry oh haha....Don worry u still have me he don wan u i wan u...

Well yesterday I have a bad dream haiz...reli scare me ah..Luckily that was juz a dream nt true de hoo.....If that is real de i gonna cry none stop de liao...God bless you...Yesterday u told me u gonna go work today then i have that dream le...I hope ntg gonna hapened to her...tonight need go training le so lazy ah but bo bian ah need pass up go competition de form and other thing if not i also don wan go haha...^^

这次我连一滴眼泪也流不下来

是不是你把我伤害得太深了

让我不能为你而哭

take a good look at me

为什么我会变成

这样开心，开朗的我，都跑哪去了

为什么它好像风那样

说来就来，说去就去

为什么你可以让我再次的动心

还会再次的喜欢上你这个白痴

难道我是那么的天真吗

难道爱情就像童话故事吗

我曾经以为有了你就是一切

到了那一天，你把我推开

好像从美梦里推到恶梦中

那个恐怖的感觉

我才知道我就是那么笨

当我在远方看到你的时候

我有一个很讨厌的感觉

很想把你从我生活中消失

Ya this 3 year i am achieve no bad de result for wushu but nowadays wan go training also lazy very sienz ah rather stay at home 3 years liao learn de thing dou same de sch de training also lazy wan go le train lai train qu dou same de...haiz...don knw la i juz knw nowadays at wushu very sienz....erm i will try to get back my feeling for wushu muz..

Yeah finally finished the course le, today the speaker talk too long le until group b juz only got 5 minutes de recess time actually got 30minutes de cut until 5 minutes...Well today de speaker all not fun de only got one i think she is american people i laugh wat she say about "marker"..We all say is marker but she say is markar walao eh this was my first dao this word she say..haha sorry ya for laughing..Yesterday i advice someone i don knw whether i got advice wrong meh???Since she say me xiao qi haiz i don even knw why she said me xiao qi..Am i?Maybe too kepo liao k people too much le..haiyo haha but i still wan to knw why oh?erm well tmr gonna start my 魔鬼training le haha sure very tired de tmr night also need to training...The worst is sat i have to train since mor until night walao is sure tired man...Well i have ntg to do for u i juz can advice u that try to get put from the hole..I believe that time will heal u de..i will juz pray for u..remember i will there whenever u need me... I wish to k u more....^^

I also got do work de oh...^^

so guai oh...

Our pledge card haha...

Wah "no apologise" is nice haha...^^I learn many thing from that no intercourse sexual before marriage haha...AND is better nt to have BGR nw haha..BGR stand for boy and girl relationship haha...We are not mature yet haha...Wah today go take blazer pic and wanna c before and after is hw de??haha..I edit the pic le c this...

Siik ee n me..

L3ON N M3

Fr!3nd F0r3v3r

Wu$hUG@L

Erm well haha this one is in the no apologise class....