曾经是多么熟悉的脸孔
曾经是多么可爱的笑声
曾经是多么滑稽的动作
曾经是都么在意的人
那都是曾经。。。。
原来人性是那么的脆弱那么的经不起考验
原来人的观念可以在一瞬间转移
原来这世上的一切事物都随着时间而改变
原来这就是大自然不变的定律
原来是这样的。。。。
不再为人而付出，因为人的观念可以在一瞬间转移
不再重视任何人因为一切事物转眼间就变成曾经
不再迁就谁因为没有人会珍惜没有人会稀罕
不再
不再
可是我不确定我自己会不会真的不再

Today when i reached school straight sat down and do my homework...whole day like a person who cannot talk whole day quite like wat..I also don knw why???I feel like i wanna stop school...Schooling is very tired...Pmr is coming soon also haiz don knw how too...When the time i wanna studies i open my book on the table don knw why it cant go in my mind...Pmr left not long le haven study yet...haiz....and very moody...sorry to all of u if i din reply ur msg today...

Tat day was the first i performed 24 season drum at stadium and I am so unlucky i stand in the front...Tat time i was very nervous about the performance very nervous that feel like i was joining the wushu competition since i was form one...During tat wushu competition i got 3 event and tat was my first time too i forget wat i should do when i was in the competition place tat time i cry loudly when i have been called down and not even have any marks and tat was the feeling when i am in stadium...I don knw why???After performing i very happy i finished performing and finally the nervous feeling gone...But suddenly i saw someone they are quite pro in season drum de people they told me i was like simply playing the drum during the season drum performing juz nw,u knw when tat time they saying out this i am very very sad jiu like the wushu competition i din even giving mark by the coach and juz ask me to go down....Tat was very hurt of cz i am not going to show the face emotion in front of them i tahan...Nevermind i stand it until the time i wanna go home bcz the event was so bored so i prefer to go home and when the time i waited my parents to come i saw my friends also said the same thing to me...I mean season drum and said my another friends in season drum is better than me...I knw she is better then me so.....I was very angry tat time and very sad...When i reached home,i straight away lock in the room and cry loudly...Besidethat i also think during the performance juz nw am i so bad until they will said like that it reli hurts me but nevermond i wont blame u and u not need to said sorry to me too not ur fault...Juz i am very sad only...