~Reality~

Reality...
It hurts so much
It's like a physical pain
The pain that you can't explain in words

Reality...
It is always that cruel
It never contain lies
And the truth is unbearable

Reality...
Is when you cry
And nobodys there to comfort you
Or even to wipe your tears

Reality...
Is when you face the world yourself,
Is when you are alone
And when you were being abadoned by everyone

When you can't face that reality anymore
You start living in shadows, in darkness
And let the imagination feeds on you
Until one day, someone save you

You will realised that the reality that you lived in years ago
Is much more friendly than now
The despair, the coldness and the hopelessReality...



Friday

Friday...
The day that used to be my favourite day
The day that means I would have to wait before seeing you again
The day that I am happy

Friday...
The day that I'm lonely
The day that everybody ignores me
The day that you are not here

Friday...
I love you, I hate you
You played with my feelings
Yet, I still wanted to hear from you

Friday...
I want you to go, I want you to stay
My request has never been fufilled
Because Friday had to come every once a week



Until Death Do We Part

I never know that I would fall for you
And when I've realised that, I'm soaring high in the air
The feeling of love is just too powerful to describe
It lightens my days with bright sunshine

I never know that falling in love would be that wonderful
All the lies would mean nothing to me
Even the sunlight could pierce through the cold darkness
And warmed my heart like an ice cream melted during the summertime

I never thought that giving up would be that sorrowful
The despair feeling is like a sinking Titanic
My heart felt like being tied up by a heavy stone
And it pulled me down deep, into the bottomless, dark and never ending despair

Now I've thought of it and I know
For all these time I've been a fool
To love you with all my heart
But to know that you didn't care at all

And as I'm writing my feelings out everynight
As my heart is bleeding inside while I'm crying on the outsideI
would never forget about you
For you were once a person of my concern
And the one in my heart that I thought no one could've replace

As I stand here and think back
I am smiling foolishly as I thought
That you actually cared for me
And I wanted to tell you that I will always love you
Until death do we part