Haiz today early morning jiu reach sch le then wait the time past lo...before 6.45am i jiu go to the hall lo wah got people early then me eh i thought i am the earlier de haha...then jiu warm up lo afterthat jiu hua de tao lu on the stage lo wan try whether c enough space ma haha...Then afterthat jiu wait our turn to rehearsal upstair so long ah we all wait whole morning le recess also don have eh...I din eat at all and after the rehearsal our president not puas hati then ask us train again the time is 12pm le oh everyone stop training le only wushu still training there so kelian and today hrt dao my feet again walk dou hard ah tmr jiu real performance liao i think i need zhi tong yao before performance liao lo haiyo...and i also got leo meeting at 12pm but i cant go bcz need continue training so after half hour later my leo president come find wushu president say we got meeting need go le bcz all board of director is waiting for us and then our president say nvm la juz talk here nia walao my leo president so angry eh..sorry oh i also don wan like tat de haiz...erm after the meeting me and leo junior vice go do the leo garden sign board lo until 3.30pm cai go home so tired le haiyo...

Wakao actually today got rehearsal de but cancel le..Change to tmr lo haiyo...luckily no rehearsal but today also very tiring eh...Start training from 6.45am unitl 3pm don worry sure got rest de our president wont so wu qing de haha...wah my shoulder de muscle so painful eh so i ask friend help me massage a while wah when massage more pain like hell ah then after massage i don k liao jiu go warm up awhile jiu start training le haha...Then not shoulder muscle hurt dao nia and hurt dao again my hand..My hand tat one cai pain ah bcz every tao lu dou got tat movement ba sao haha...Make dao my hand so painul ah...c whether need go c doctor ma haha...tmr still got training before rehearsal hehe hope is all successfully lo erm thx my pooh pooh sis also don worry me i wont hurt myself de la haha i am nt child anymore liao...Know hw to think de not happy de thing i will try my best to forget it de haha thx for caring me and thx for searching the thing u say hw to cure my pain haha thx ya actually ah before i sleep ah i got listen to yoga song de wor haha...that call relaxing ma???haha..anyway thx ya...Suddenly don knw why will sad about don knw when i can meet dao sis again,don knw when i can hit her again,don knw when i can bully her again,don knw when i can jio her again,don knw hw is her life after secondary sch got peo bully her ma or others???I don knw why i will think this while before i slept yesterday i think all this actually i am sad lo but anyway i hope is fine..no one bully her...:(

今天的我根本不是平常的我，

今天给我的感觉是今天的我一个无精打采的我...

就算我到了礼堂开始热身

我还是一样无法让我自己好好的反醒一下...

我真的需要真真的反醒一下...

昨天的事真的让我很伤心...

你不需要在我面前而消失一辈子，

不需要你只会让我更伤心，

更难过我的脑海里还存这你的信息你的背影...

今天在礼堂不管什么动作我会还是不会做的，我都去做不关我muscle是痛还是不痛我只想让我自己累，很累很累的那一种因为你累的话什么都不用想连电话也不用看就去睡觉什么都不用想那有多好.....我没有怪你也没有生气你我觉得不需要生气你...我会把昨天的事情当做在做梦吧..我很谢谢你又再一次的伤我，还有pooh pooh sis啊谢谢你昨天哪么暗了还在陪我,昨天很想抱着你哭当然是不可能的啦都几点了还害你不能睡觉哈哈对不起哦^^

为什么我还是那么期待

以为你还会再理我

为什么我那么天真

去相信你也会爱我

I've been wondering, wondering and wondering

Trying to figure some reason to prove that you cared for meI

've been making myself, making myself to believe

That I am something in your heart...

我才知道我已被你利用

你根本不是对我有意思

为什么我还是，我还是那么爱你

难道爱情就是盲目的

I've been crying out, crying out and crying aloud

Trying to make myself better if I can cry my hearts out

So that I can forget, I can forget everything about you

And so that I can live a better life...

我的心觉得好痛，好痛

为什么你还不放手

难道是我不舍得放开

所以才会造成这伤口

I'm trying my best, my best, oh, my best

I know I cant forget you at the moment but I know soon I will

And I want to know why would you treat me like this

Cause part of the reason I'm sad is because of you...

oh，矢恋的滋味...

为什么没有人了解

oh，when you had your heart broken one day

Make sure that you don't end up like me

因为心碎的感觉，it really hurts...

Haha this morning woke up like haven have enough sleep de person go toilet or go anywhere else dou close zhe eyes de..On the way out to eat breakfast i slept in the car until reach the eating place cai wake up...Then reach sch straight away put bag,din open the light but open the fan then jiu sit on my place and sleep le..Nw i realise that why my friends always sleep in the mor during they reach the sch,realise hw is the feeling that nt enough sleep..My eyes today ah din even can open eh like wan close jiu shi le...Until wushu training start then i wont feel like sleepy le haha...^^but ah in the afternoon gym training reli kid ah until nw my body all painful de le haiz..so sad le bcz cannot stand for 50second while holding the 5kg thing hehe...I will jia you again i don believe i cant haha...juz very tired lo msg the person he din reply haiz...:(

Haha today plan to giv suprise to birthday gal but look like nt so successful le haha...ah...the cake so sweet oh and got coffee de flavour ah actually i don knw hw to eat coffee flavour de thing but nvm la haha....Yesterday cant sleep le haiz i am thinking did i should tell u the thing since i already told u??After told u u giv me a feel like u don wan talk to me liao,don wan li wo liao,don wan reply me liao since u will say go p***** nt nid reply me le..I am sad when i saw this u knw i feel like wan cry le...Haiz until today juz nw at hall i jiu shi want to forget wat i think then jiu play nia in the hall no matter wat game i jiu shi play although using a straw to make model but i use the straw to hit peo..Friends say i am high today actually no today all de smile is act de high also act de....play fool there also act de haiz...I juz want hug u and cry over there..haiz...:(although today we play the game like Bom bom bom bom to which country like that i try my best to shout..Haiz why no training today then i can concentrate training not need think le..Haiz...I hope u knw wat happened to me nw???But i don wan to tell u bcz i don wan u to worry me...Our promise no matter wat happened to we guys we muz tell each other but this time i reli don wan to let u knw..:(haiz...wat prepare de haha....

The cake haha..^^

I make de card haha..^^inside part..

The cake v candle...

The card..Front part..haha...^^

Maybe i will lose on monday but nevermind is ok as long u happy i lose also nevermind...Ya i don like to lose but if i lose u happy de hua ok ah i lose then u happy ok ah...I am nt so bad la always wan angry u wan angry bcz wan u forget him so i do like that lo u think i reli angry u meh???chi bao mei shi zuo ah haiyo i don like angry peo de la u ever c me angry meh???haha..But if i am reli angry de hua u jiu cham liao very hard to make me forgive u de oh haha...I angry u juz wan u forget him...He don celebrate v u u still got me he don buy present for u i buy for u,he din giv u suprise i gv u juz ke xi i cant drive nia if i can de hua i can bring u go anywhere u wan haiz...But i juz wan u forget him...I don wan u have a sad birthday day on mon birthday sure muz be happy de...Once a year nia why wan sad le...haha don worry i wont let u have a sad birthday day de on mon haha...Believe me???Wat i can do juz make u happy birthday and forget him...REMEMBER wat u promise ho u think dao him i angry oh haha....Don worry u still have me he don wan u i wan u...

Well yesterday I have a bad dream haiz...reli scare me ah..Luckily that was juz a dream nt true de hoo.....If that is real de i gonna cry none stop de liao...God bless you...Yesterday u told me u gonna go work today then i have that dream le...I hope ntg gonna hapened to her...tonight need go training le so lazy ah but bo bian ah need pass up go competition de form and other thing if not i also don wan go haha...^^

这次我连一滴眼泪也流不下来

是不是你把我伤害得太深了

让我不能为你而哭

take a good look at me

为什么我会变成

这样开心，开朗的我，都跑哪去了

为什么它好像风那样

说来就来，说去就去

为什么你可以让我再次的动心

还会再次的喜欢上你这个白痴

难道我是那么的天真吗

难道爱情就像童话故事吗

我曾经以为有了你就是一切

到了那一天，你把我推开

好像从美梦里推到恶梦中

那个恐怖的感觉

我才知道我就是那么笨

当我在远方看到你的时候

我有一个很讨厌的感觉

很想把你从我生活中消失

Ya this 3 year i am achieve no bad de result for wushu but nowadays wan go training also lazy very sienz ah rather stay at home 3 years liao learn de thing dou same de sch de training also lazy wan go le train lai train qu dou same de...haiz...don knw la i juz knw nowadays at wushu very sienz....erm i will try to get back my feeling for wushu muz..

Yeah finally finished the course le, today the speaker talk too long le until group b juz only got 5 minutes de recess time actually got 30minutes de cut until 5 minutes...Well today de speaker all not fun de only got one i think she is american people i laugh wat she say about "marker"..We all say is marker but she say is markar walao eh this was my first dao this word she say..haha sorry ya for laughing..Yesterday i advice someone i don knw whether i got advice wrong meh???Since she say me xiao qi haiz i don even knw why she said me xiao qi..Am i?Maybe too kepo liao k people too much le..haiyo haha but i still wan to knw why oh?erm well tmr gonna start my 魔鬼training le haha sure very tired de tmr night also need to training...The worst is sat i have to train since mor until night walao is sure tired man...Well i have ntg to do for u i juz can advice u that try to get put from the hole..I believe that time will heal u de..i will juz pray for u..remember i will there whenever u need me... I wish to k u more....^^

I also got do work de oh...^^

so guai oh...

Our pledge card haha...

Wah "no apologise" is nice haha...^^I learn many thing from that no intercourse sexual before marriage haha...AND is better nt to have BGR nw haha..BGR stand for boy and girl relationship haha...We are not mature yet haha...Wah today go take blazer pic and wanna c before and after is hw de??haha..I edit the pic le c this...

Siik ee n me..

L3ON N M3

Fr!3nd F0r3v3r

Wu$hUG@L

Erm well haha this one is in the no apologise class....

E...Today finally go cut my hair feel like after cut weird weird de le....But some say looks cute isnt???ahhhh...c this...

Will weird ma??

After cut hair go eat lunch then go parkson v class de friend..I quite angry lo the one who ask us go out de then they are the one who din come???qi si wo le...Next time i don wan go out le all 放飞机的..haiyo u knw me walk with another group also our class de la our group cai 3 peo come nia eh and the other so good eh all say wan go jiu go our group le say at the first sure will come de then at last no come de....then we three go starbucks lo bcz haven try to go there then go drink some drinks over there lo..then i order that stupid cappuccino so bitter eh until nw still got de flavour inside my mouth e...next time don wan order that stupid drink liao..haiz...We three walk with their group all boys eh only 2 girls nia weird weird de walk all together...Haiz...Erm afterthat walk together with them go play game at the parkson food court there then go coffee bean sit sit a while..Afterthat they say want c movie at 3.30pm then ok lo i dou ok de la...Afterthat they decide to go cc again sure my friend and i wont follow de la they all sure play dota de so my friend and i decide to go eat lo then they go cc lo...After reached mc donald leon call me say "yi hong ask us to come back to coffee bean then i said i at mc donald oh u all come here lo ming ai want eat"..Then when they reached and they say want wait ming ai finish then go watch movie then i said ming ai don wan watch oh u all go cc la nvm de i and ming ai here...Haha then they finally go cc le...I wont let u sad de no matter wat got me one day i wont let u sad de...Muz happy de...

Starbucks drinks..I hate it..

Wah today i stay at home don knw hw long liao lo dou wan berkarat liao lo haha...and when i wan go sleep de time my parent say go shopping complex walk walk and go eat dinner haha..Wah i straight away run down to my study room there change cloth then ready to go out le haha..AT home dou wan die lo...But i think i also nt reli got time relax le start from next wek busy v my training le haiz..cai one month din train nia tui pu very much le..Coach say if i continue tui pu wan find one person replace me le e...Cannot let anyone replace my place....

Ahhhh...I wan bored until die liao lo at home so sienz ah wan read storybook but c dao book dou scare le already whole year sit in front of the book le haiyo...ERm already 3 days din receive dao ur msg le..Tmr u having exam good luck ya haha...Reli don knw want to do wat at home eh today i sat in front the computer for 7 hours liao lo then go sleep then wake up and sit in front the computer again until night walao everday like that i will bored until die lo..If go work de hua also cannot la..My wushu training day is from tues,thurs,fri,sat and sun wah go training better stay at home ah...Last time before pmr we all dou say faster pmr la then we can play liao but nw after pmr liao freedom liao don knw want do wat le luckily tmr go parkson ah v my classmate if not everyday in front the computer i sure wear spec one day de haiz...Find thing to let me do le haiyo...like game or wat la..sienz ah...I so hope i am busy then can fill all my free time..AHHHHHHHHHHH....msg also don knw wan find who ah....:(

I juz come back frm my wushu training and my tang soo do training...Wah reli berkarat liao lo need more training liao wah juz jump not more then 2 or 3 dong zuo jiu tired liao oh haha...^^Haiyo and the coach give me the competition rule for the wushu de and how much gonna be cut if don have that dong zou...All in chinese that whole book c dao also blur blur de i juz knw how to read the first page and the front cover part nia and some of the pic of wushu other jiu like 你懂我我不懂你..sao ah...And juz nw training bu xiao xin hurt dao peo eh haiz...She suddenly walk from my back eh and that time i am train zhe my long weapon jiu like tat shao gou qu eh haiz...Is that my wrong or her wrong but coach say why u walk from peo de back oh and we still training there using long weapon eh so kong bu ah...E.....and her nose bleeding eh reli sorry oh i am not gu yi de...I juz not go back one month for wushu nia and one year for tang soo do now go back reli kid oh...When reach home saw ur msn msg that u left me u knw wat i do i scold the person who off my computer so angry ah i open there since before i went for training then when i reach home jiu close liao..Today online whole day dou din saw u online maybe u are reli busy i hope u din lie me...Haiz walao eh i never ever broke a glass at home then yesterday i did it eh...ANd xin bu zai yen de haiz..Don knw why since fri not reli good mood until today juz nw training also feel like got something happened to u...Juz feel like bu dui jing de but i let myself to concentrate wushu bcz I been choose for the sarawak competition should train hard le cannot waste the training time le...But i am reli worry about since the day u say u r busy i feel like something wrong towards u bcz u wil nvr u are busy and not gonna msg me this few days...Weird eh...Maybe i think too much lo...And u say u r no mood today i also don knw why and i am quite sad if i din go training juz nw then i can accompancy u le..I so hope that i can be at ur side when ur mood r down...:(Why u don wan tell me wat happened make u no mood since u online there haiz...let me be an unknown ba..

Since the day u said u r busy u will not gonna msg me this few days why i will like no mood de??Actually i say is ok,nevermind,but my heart is not that answer..Yesterday saw u online so happy chat v u a while then u say u wanna play xdo le so i juz told u that go play la bcz i haven dl finished my xdo patch cannot play together v u haha..I knw u sad bcz i promise u after pmr will play with u but so slow de the patch haha...sorry ya...hope u don mind..^^My phone like so quite without ur msg...I will go c my phone that is that my phone was no battery or something else i cannot receive ur msg or wat haha...I also don knw wat u busy about maybe ur exam I also know that mon u having ur exam also...Maybe u no credit and u say that u r busy i think is this lo bcz u don wan i help u reload ba haha...But i help u reload le don knw whether u got receive dao ma don dare to ask u scare later u angry me again say why help u reload again haha...Nevermind haha i will keep on waiting ur msg juz this few days like phone like very quite and i am also ntg to do bu xi guan ah..Haha..BUT tonight gonna start my training le my tired life gonna start tonight...Busy life gonna start again and don knw where gonna been hurt dao again...I reli scare been hurt dao again lo since last year at sibu so kong bu...Luckily my knee nothing if not sure cannot learn wushu liao haha..Anyway like u say god will always be with wherever i go and also u no matter wat u also will support me...Take k..^^

What would my life be withoutyou guys,

Meaningless,emptiness,loneliness,

No one to remind me of my mistakes.

Because of you I smiled,

Because of you I loved,

Because of you I cry for joy,

Forgive me if I hurt you

No matter purposely or accidently,I am truly sorry.

Please dont ignore me for everytime you do,so,

I feel stabbed on the chest,

without you I’m not me anymore.

How grateful I am to have you as my best friend.

I shall appreciate this moment we’re

together for it’ll never come again

喜歡，只有在一起的時候，才惦記著對方。 愛，是哪怕是在一起，每一秒鐘都在思念她。 喜歡一個人，多許多朋友，也覺得快樂。 愛一個人，是多一個人，都會難受的兩個人的世界。 喜歡一個人，是甜膩的。 愛一個人，是苦盡甘來的。 喜歡一個人，在一起的時候會很開心。 愛一個人，在一起的時候會莫名的失落。 喜歡一個人，你不會想到你們的未來。 愛一個人，你們常常在一起憧憬著明天。 喜歡一個人，在一起的時候永遠是快樂。 愛一個人，你會常常流淚。 喜歡一個人，當你們好久不見，你會突然想起她。 愛一個人，當你們好久不見，你會天天想著她。 喜歡一個人，當你想起她，你會微微一笑。 愛一個人，當你想起她，你會對著天空發呆。 喜歡一個人，你會想她有了孩子，你一定會很喜歡。 愛一個人，會有一天，你突然很好奇：將來我們的孩 會是什麽樣子。 喜歡一個人，就是希望大家都開心。 愛一個人，希望她會更開心。 喜歡一個人，你要的只是今天。 愛一個人，你期待的是永遠。 喜歡一個人，是看到了她的優點。 愛一個人，是包容了她的缺點。 當你站在你愛的人面前，你的心跳會加速。 但當你站在你喜歡的人面前，你只感到開心 當你與你愛的人四目交投，你會害羞。 但當你與你喜歡的人四目交投，你只會微笑。 當你與你愛的人對話，你覺得難以啟齒。 但當你與你喜歡的人對話，你可以暢所欲言。 當你愛的人哭，你會陪著他一起哭。 但當你喜歡的人哭，你會技巧地安慰他。 當你不想再愛一個人，你要閉上眼睛並忍住淚水。 當你不想再喜歡一個人，你只要掩住雙耳。 喜歡，是一種心情。 愛，是一種感情。 喜歡，是一種直覺。愛，是一種感覺。 喜歡，可以停止。 愛，沒有休止。 喜歡一個人，特別自然。 愛一個人，特別坦然 喜歡一個人，有時候盼和她在一起。 愛一個人，有時候怕和她在一起。 喜歡一個人，不停地和她爭執。 愛一個人，不停地為她付出。 喜歡一個人，希望她可以隨時找到自己。 愛一個人，希望可以隨時找到她。 喜歡一個人，總是為她而笑。 愛一個人，總是為她而哭。 喜歡，是執著。 愛，是值得。 喜歡就是喜歡，很簡單。 愛就是愛，很復雜。 喜歡你，卻不一定愛你。 愛你，就一定很喜歡你。 其實，喜歡和愛僅一步之遙 但，想要邁著一步 就看你 是喜歡邁這一步？ 還是愛邁這一步？

STUDY SO HARD FOR WAT AT LAST ALSO THE SAME I DON WAN STUDY ANYMORE...PUT so many effort and still the same no change at all...Shit la...:(friends can get 52 then wat i get 40 nia...Reli disappointed on myself ah...I din put effort meh i can say put the efoort is more 2 then my friends then wat i get such a useless result...Sc so easy de question dou can get so many wrong since my friend can get 37 over 40...I reli reli reli reli disappointed myself....I promise u won cry anymore..promise...don angry le oh...

Baby won't you please tell me
Tell me what is in your heart
You seem to have a problem with me
And I don't know what is in your mind

Baby if you don't like me
Please don't hurt me like this
Cause people like me tends to misunderstood
And I know you don't want to hurt me

Do you want to think bout it
Bout the things that you have done
And see if you can reverse the mistakes that you did
Perhaps I could forgive you

But please, if you think that's cool to fool me
I would tell you it's an unwise choice
I know you wouldn't do that
Cause I understand you

Baby please don't let me cry
I shed tears everynight so that I could sleep
Baby if you think of me as your friend
Just keep a distance away from me...

I hope that this time my instinct is wrong
Cause I can't bear another disappointment
I know that I've finally let you go
And I beg you not to bother me anymore

Thank you, my dear friend
For you still remember me
And I am not forgotten at all
As you mentioned my name

Thank you, my dear friend
For I am still your best friend forever
Evethough you had new friends
But I am still in your memory

Thank you, my dear friend
When you talk about me to your new friends
Thanks you for remembering me
And I hope I will be your best friend forever

*a special dedication to a dear friend of mine =)

Yeah finally finish my exam le hehe...^^Finally freedom le can throw away my books le hehe...Thx for ur all pmr wish finally i did my best hope tat when the result is out i wont disappoitned u all lo..But i think will lo..I finally did wat i have aim for it this year and then today is the day that i can don even study lo....haha....This few days not enough sleep at all,the eyes like panda like tat haha....Wao start from now gonna busy for my training lo haiz sure very tiring de hope is not everyday train for it hehe....Thx u for support me frm the start to end...U always will stay at my side to support me no matter in wat condition....Always ask me don give up and also when the 1 day i sat for my pmr bm paper 1,i cried when i tick my bm paper and u also advice me that don ever go tick the answer...Haha..Yesterday u send a msg to me and say tmr is last day lo muz jia you oh but i din c dao ur msg,this mor cai saw dao ur msg haha...

2 more days to go then i can stop studying for the rest of the month then can busy with my training le many competition waiting for me next month...Walao eh yesterday science paper 2 so hard like hell eh more hard then trial eh i rather the exam paper is like trial paper exam paper jiu hao le...Then i am not so worry about my result le..Yesterday during our lunch break,my friends talk about the bm paper 1 de answer she send me she say after she ticked it she also cry i realise that not only i cry she get 17/40,more me 3 mark not even that even got one get 24/40 also cry eh..C how low the mark we are NEVER EVER get that such low de mark eh...Haiz our staright a aim have juz gone like tat after we tick the bm paper1 wat can do ntg else can do le we juz hope it is b then is enough for us le...We keep on praying hope it is b...For me i already no hope on the exam le i juz will try my best only...I already try my best le wat is the end is still the same cannot c de result don knw i can get 3a ma le haiz...You say keep on praying got use then i will pray everyday for it even before i sit for exam i also will pray...And i bring wat my sis gave me de good luck things to exam class hope that it will bring luck for me i reli hope for it...

Haiz today de bm paper 1 reli hard oh haiz...First 4 question dou wrong liao haiz dare say other question...Erm sure no a liao de lo haiz...But for me paper 2 is the easiest lol...I write dao a lot of word until last 5minute haha...erm i will jia you for the others paper hehe...I din listen to u bcz u have said that don ever go check that whether u are correct or not but at last i did it also i check the first 4 question then my friends ask me don check le i knew my result le 14/40 overall eh maybe not fail maybe fail what can do i have cry yesterday bcz it but after u say that already past jiu let it pass so i try my best to let go and i hope that the answer my friend gave is not correct de lo..erm i told u i am reli upset about it but u have confort me not to sad u said i have put s lot of effort on it don ever give up n xiu ling also don worry guys i will never give up,if no my effort will waste like tat so i will try my best for the other test will still fight until the end..LI YIN JIA YOU.....Anyway i will try my best tmr haha...Support me ya...^^tODAY my wushu sis reli touch me eh she gave me she did de good luck card eh one small thing one small thing stick like tat sure use a lot of time to did it de haiz...I cannot let u all disappointed..Must jia you..

What if, what if, one day I had to go?

If my parents want me to go and live somewhere else?

I don't know how do you feel

And I will never know

When I can see you again

Even so, I still love you

You used to be the most important person in my life

Until one day I decided to give up on you

But I still can't let go and I can't forget about you

And you'd still hurt my feelings

Can't you realised that you has hurt me

As you take away every hope that you gave me?

Time is short, my love

I don't know when will it be the next time I'll see you again

Or the next time when I'll hear your voice

What would you feel if one day I'm not there?

How can you be that cruel to fool me?

Why do you had to play games with me?

What if, what if, one day I had to go?

TO leave this unhappy land?

My friends would've miss me

How about you?

My friends would've remember me

What about you?

I don't know who are you anymore

Since the day when you started to hurt me

What if, what if, one day I had to go?

Would you forget about me?

If time can prove everything

Then where is the prove?

Today I walked to my sis class saw she,corrie n connie don knw talk wat there haha...And sis pass me the disc and the chocolate and some paper haha...I reli thx for it..I am very very SORRY that yesterday my language was not too good to u and make u sad i am reli upset for it but i am very touch of wat u gave me hehe..reli thx..This was my first wish from my beloved sis hehe...Don worry i wont let myself no mood,nervous and scare anymore..This 3 things will not happened anymore before mone pmr I have my confident now..Thx for ur chocolate and ur design haha...Why no doraemon de design de???haha...

PMR WISH from sis...

Pmr wish

Yeah i finally wait dao pmr de day le...But nw i quite like a bit worry le a bit nervous...haha...Someone told me no straight A's nevermind but a least u try ur best le...tmr is the last day at sch before pmr le hehe...I advice myself don scare u can do it de juz believe urself..Guys pray for me ya...^^God bless me..

Wah today was giving back my 2 trial testpaper,i am very excited about tat i think this time de

trial markh wil got improvement not like last trial..Last trial really make me so sad got C oh..But

this time reli make me xia dao eh my "SCIENCE" NEVER EVER GET B EH this time finally get it but very angry oh left that 1 markh nia then i can get A eh..I get 74 stupid de..While the time i took back my testpaper i keep on asking teacher to gave me tat 1 mark oh then i realise that how one mark is so hard to get,you knw wat teacher said???Teacher said u find out where i can plus mark to u de lo in the paper then i plus for you lo...I keep on find al last find dao one and ask her but she said i already plus it,i have given u half mark...Then at last i finally give up to ask for the one mark haha...I am also quite happy about my result for this trial haha...Its show that my effort was not waste i gonna try harder...^^And i will remember wat u say study like wushu u have to "wen wen lai"haha..I gonna tell him this result..

I'm suffering from something that I do not deserved

I shouldn't been so immature to fall for him

After I pull my leg out of the trap

I put my other leg in

My legs hurt, I'm crying out loud for help

Nobody heard me, noboby saw me

Nobody noticed a girl was being trapped in a hole

Yet, someone knows and ordered His angels to protect me

I had a guardian angel

Who warned me if I'm in danger

But punished me if I'm wrong

And be with me when I'm alone

I know I shouldn't have anything to do with him

I tried to forget him and at last I did it

He's the one who don't want to let go

What am I supposed to do?

Please answer my prayer

Tell me whether he is meant for me

I tried really hard to avoid him

But I can't cause he won't leave me alone

So I pray that one day

If my happiness did come along

I would keep him in my memory

So that I could live happily forever

It hurts when someone give you hope and take it away

Do you know what hurts even more?

It's when that someone won't leave you alone after hurting you

And he will keep on hurting you

Your heart will be broken to pieces

And there is no way mending it

Or trying to put it back in one whole piece

My heart is bleeding inside

When I'm crying on the outside

But I'll learn to grow strong

And seal the heart to make sure no one hurts it again

I won't plant any false images in my mind anymore

Or to think that you and I will have any happy ending

That is the fairy tale and this is the real life

So I'll keep living and live my life to the fullest

Eventhough there are a lot of obstacles in the way

I'll be strong and break through the spell

The spell that keep me away from happiness

Then I shall be free again

It may seems that hope are fading away

And the possibility to break free is very, very dim

But I'll make sure that nothing stands in my way

And I'll struggle for freedom even it is the last thing I do

Have you ever receive any hope

From someone that you are crushing on

And you thought you've been progressing

And everything went so well

Do you feel like you are flying now

And you're soaring high above the sky

Looks like you've sprouted some pretty wings

And you looked like little angel

Now you're enjoying your life

You don't know what lies ahead

You'll never know until

Something happens

By that time, you're so dead

Cause you've been hoping way too high

And when it's been taken away

You'll be crashing onto the floor

And when it seems that everything went wrong

You'll go and blame someone else

If you never felt that way

You're so pathetic

I've been going through a lot of pain

And learn to grow from mistakes I had made

If you thought that you can hurt me

Please just rethink about it

Cause I'm not an easy target nowA

nd I'm tougher than you'll ever know

I want you stop playing childish game

And tell me the truth right now

Tell me how you feel bout me

But stay away from me

If I'm not the girl that is

In your heart

By that time, I'll be free

From all those troubles you gave me

I don't have to guess some more

Cause the answer is in front of me

Though I'll have my heart broken again

But I will live through the pain

If you don't know how I feelT

hen you go to hell...

你说给我给你的感觉是我变了，也许真的是吧！！

变的可以24小时对着书的人，变的都不太喜欢玩信息的人.....

我的时间也剩下不多了

也就是剩下那么十天的时间来决定我的成绩....

我是忽略了你们

我也不是故意的我在很努力，很努力的去争取我要的东西

不管是多么辛苦我都会完成它

就像我过了这十天就要进考场打仗了....

也许出来的成绩不是我想要的，对！

我会很伤心因为已经近很努力了

但为什么还是那个成绩....

我还能做什么，伤心是没有用！！

如果成绩真的不是我要的，我会一种感觉

觉得我努力了那么久还是没有白费

因为过去的两年根本就没有读到书，把老师的话当废话....

我还不是今年很努力的去问人这个怎样做，

到现在我可能都可以教我其他的朋友了！！！

我很想跟你说声

对不起！！！